“how many walls does it take to build a nation?” 9.5X5.5″ mm on paper, 2017. (c) d. ellis phelps
I think my days of sitting by, being contemplative are somehow over.
Even when I think I have let it all go: the “white supremacy platforms,” the bigotry, the hate speech, the violence, the attacks on environmental protections, the inane ideas that are not solutions…the insanity appears in my art, in wordy comments on click-here-and-we’ll-make-it-better sites, in my dreams.
This piece, created in late 2016 (remember what was happening then?) is one example of Leo erupting. It speaks to the proposed physical barrier between Texas and Mexico and to the myriad barriers that, allowed to persist, will ruin us.
d. ellis phelps is the author of Making Room for George, a novel (Moon Shadow Sanctuary, 2016) and of this blog. Thanks for reading!
Anibus was an Egyptian god known for ushering souls to the afterlife.
This form appeared during an early morning meditation, say 3AM. At the time, I was unfamiliar with Anubus, but when I finished, the image looked familiar and the thought came, jackal.
Indeed, jackal is one of the names by which this god is known, but it wasn’t until I showed the work to my son that I heard “Egyptian god,” though, somewhere in my subconscious mind, I knew.
Since I am often awakened or simply unable to sleep in the wee hours of the morning, being disturbed (I believe) by discarnate souls, (trembling, coldness, nausea, nightmares, acute anxiety), I wonder if Anibus has appeared to me for this reason: a spirit guide for those who have lost their way and found me, the listener.
Always, I command these energies to go on their proper way, each to their own appointed path in the company of angels and guides.
Perhaps Anibus has heard me so many times, he has come to stay.
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d. ellis phelps is the authr of Making Room for George (Moon Shadow Sanctuary Press, 2016) and of this blog. All images are copyrighted unless otherwise noted.
look deep into nature and then you will understand everything better
guadalupe state park, hill country, texas
d. ellis phelps is the author ofMaking Room for George, Moon Shadow Sanctuary Press, 2016: a tender love story about family and one woman’s journey toward her true self. Free for kindle unlimited users. Softcover available for Prime shipping.
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Though my spirituality has morphed and evolved into a very broad, multi-faith practice, the mantra-prayer I use most often, especially when I am experiencing fear, is “Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy.”
In 1995, my mother was diagnosed with uterine cancer and underwent surgery.
As I sat in her apartment, she in the hospital recovering, me waiting for the day I could bring her home, coming back and forth from the hospital, not knowing how much longer she would live or if the surgery was successful.
I came as close as I had until then to recognizing her mortality and my own.
I felt frozen.
I sat at her table, her things all around me, but not her.
I pulled out my paints, these I’d brought with me because from the beginning of my artistic journey, I knew this was how Spirit would speak to me, how I would listen.
Not anticipating any image but just allowing the paint to flow onto the paper, connecting, praying, “Lord have mercy; Christ have mercy” for my mother, for myself, this image emerged.
In that moment, I felt as close to this teacher/healer as I have ever felt, knowing the Essential Energy of his work in the world was fully present to me then, as I know it is now.
Today, I use many other equally powerful mantras and memorized prayers, some from the Christian tradition and some not, but the one element that remains steadfast as essential to my connectedness with the Whole, with Great Spirit is what I now call the christ, the essential truth of being. Mercy. Mercy is Lord. Gentleness. Care. Compassion. Being and living into these qualities day by day.
What prayers sustain you? Do you use affirmation?
Let us gather here in a community of gentleness, sustaining one another as we enter this season of darkness returning to the Light.